haiz...~
dunno wat is it with me tis few days~
i got mad over the slightest things...~
i shouted at PeiYi jus because of one ws~
i shouted at my sister JUST because she asked me hw was sch~
she was jus being concerned...~
being away frm the house aft her engagement with Bro Lawrence~
i miss her:(~
it sucks nt having a familar face n such a gd sister in the house with me...~
13 yrs of my childhood nt one day was spent without my sis...~
shes the most important n the one whom im closest with~
no friend nor girlfriend can match her sister love~
but nw...~
shes engaged n has a own in-laws n husband to take care of~
she cant accompany me like she used to~
haiz.....~
maybe its her absence n my other siblings absence tat made me so crazy tis few days~
Elder Bro decided to rent a flat to learn independence~
Sec Bro in Army~
Sis engaged n no longer live with us~
its only me n my younger bro~
sometimes i wish we were back wen we were young~
my older bro the joker playing jokes on me=.=~
sec bro shaking his head in disapproval~
Sis "protecting me"~
(my younger bro nt borned then)~
but tats life isnt it?~
we all hav to grow up one day n have our seperate families~
but i really really miss my childhood days with them...~
to be honest~
during her engagement party i actually cried...~
i didnt wan her to leave~
im sure bros were sad too~
despite their "tough" attitude~
i mean hw can a 21 yr old(my oldest bro) show his weak side wen he has his gf around?
n my sec bro is the quiet sort~
those whom i ws rude to tis few days~
plz accept my sincere apologises~
n plz try to understand me ok?~
tats all.....~